I'll soon turn 24. This year has shaken me to the core, beaten me up like none before, and it has also taught me I haven't been honest to myself. It has felt like a nightmare I haven't been able to wake up from, but I've also felt the deepest love, strong as I didn't think I'd ever feel.
I learned that during a crisis, the worst thing you can do is lie to yourself and not pay attention to what you truly feel. And yet, sometimes the crisis is what you need to realize you've been lying to yourself and change that, though you will always worry about being too late. I worry about it every single day, with just one name in my head.
I learned that during a crisis, the worst thing you can do is lie to yourself and not pay attention to what you truly feel. And yet, sometimes the crisis is what you need to realize you've been lying to yourself and change that, though you will always worry about being too late. I worry about it every single day, with just one name in my head.
I can't punch my way through a storm, yet I fight on. I collapse, emotionally broken, and yet I keep on feeling. Once my mind is made up, I feel only death can stop me.
After all, the love I feel and place in one name, matters more than anything else.
After all, the love I feel and place in one name, matters more than anything else.
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